So I discovered my SO has been masturbating to videos of women swallowing live fish.... (self.sex)
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I (23f) was aware that he(25) has a giantess and vore fetish. I thought this was extremely strange, I don't get it, but whatever it's not hurting anyone.
I talk to him about it, find aspects he enjoys, and make sexy times involving some of those aspects.
Well now I know the one aspect he never intended me to find out, that he masturbates to women swallowing fish alive.
This is a natural repulsion to me. I can't help it, but it makes me want to vomit.
I don't know if this is a deal breaker for me, and I'm having a really hard time trying to understand, and get past it. I'm not even sure if I should get past it. Any thoughts whatsoever, on previous experience, advice, anything. I'll take it.
edit: I realize this post might seem like I'm trolling, I'm really not. I am currently full of anxiety and desperately wanting to talk to someone about this, but due to the nature of things, I can't.
edit: to clarify, I am a vegan, and my boyfriend is a vegetarian. I am having trouble coming to terms with this because my mind processes videos where real fish actually die as harming something. I am totally okay with everything as long as it is consensual and isn't harming anyone. If it had been a video of a fake fish, I would have no problem.
edit: I have talked to my SO about this once already, and briefly another time, he is aware that I posted on here and has read through many of the comments already. We have a very open relationship and communicate really well.
390 comments submitted at 15:47:09 on Mar 17, 2013 by supersecretthroaway